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[18 Jul 2004|10:15pm] |
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Last night was one of those nights where everything couldn't have possibly worked out better. I enjoyed friends company, I didn't go to jail, I sustained my intoxication for the entire morning, I participated in good conversation, and I stayed alive (most important). I should be in jail and I don't really know how I'm sitting at home right now typing this, but I'm thankful that I fucking am.
Aimee and I were talking about how living in Denton makes you adapt to this bohemian quality of life. I could care less when my socks are filthy and if I can't remember the last time I washed my hands or face. It's sad to think at some point we'll have to all take up a 9-5.
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[07 Jul 2004|10:43am] |
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Going jobhunting today, yeaaaah man. It's kind of pointless to go with a month (less than a month) left in summer man, but I can't stand my job anymore.
I got my $75 dollar UNT Housing deposit back yesterday. It is the only mail I have received all summer (hint hint Celia)
So I went to Slaughter's last night and finally watched the infamous L Word show I've heard such crazy crazy things about. This show is GOOOOOD. It's like Queer as Folk, but it's all lesbians instead of gay men. Wow. That's all I'm saying. Everyone should check it out. I recommend it. And it's got the chick from Flashdance in it as well.
Apartment hunting coming up. I am going to be in Denton Saturday night and possibly Sunday night (but I doubt it) and I may need a place to crash...any volunteers? Come on, any takers? I'll love you long time.
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[05 Jul 2004|12:23pm] |
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You know what the best thing about pancakes in the morning is? The big glass of milk you get to drink with it. I HATE milk, but when I eat syrup, I long for nothing but the good stuff. Not Sunny D, MILK SILLY!!!
So yeah, Devendra Banhart's show was one of the most enjoyable experiences of my life. I usually get so bored with a show and restless and even though I like the groups, I pray for no encores so I can go get drunk or sleep or whatever I had planned afterwards. Not in this case. I didn't want the show to end in fact. It's nice to see a bit of heart and soul at a Dallas show.
Mum is next Monday and I really can't wait for that. Going with Josh and his brother Johnathon and his guitarist Hanz. Eccentric folk. Should be fun. Hopefully we pre-game it.
Also finally getting a place to live in Denton next weekend. For serious this time dammit. I bought the sweetest ass coffee table in the world of thrift Friday. It's so big. And then to accompany it, I bought Richard Scarry's Biggest World Book. It's a kids book. Remember that little cartoon with the snake or worm or something that would wear a tie and a hat and lived in a commmunity with like a cat that was a mechanic and a pilot and a pig that was a police officer and helluva a lot other characters? That sounds like a nightmare, but I swear it's a childhood created character I remember from way back when. Anyways, It's time to finish me pancakes.
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[03 Jun 2004|04:16am] |
Thanks to all the happy birthdays wishers...let's hope this day progresses into a good day.
I want to state here and now that I am thankful for everyone that I have met and grown to appreciate/respect/love in the last year of my life. You are truly exceptional hominids and have made an impact in some aspect of my existence. Thank you for being my friend and thanks for having a good heart and having faults and sharing imperfections and listening to me and befriending me and conversing with me and sharing your secrets and your lives and allowing me to be the goof I am and around you. I love you all.
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[24 May 2004|12:14pm] |
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Last night was eventful. Happy birthday John, one of the most generous kids I've met at the good ole' UNT. Shiner keg, brownies, chippies and dippies, guitars, crack cocaine, Michael Gondry videos. FUN.
So this may be sick, but whatever. We've had this Beta fish for awhile and I'm telling you I've done everything possible to give this fish a heart attack or some kind of stress increase. "Like what", you may ask? Shaking the fish bowl, overfeeding it, and now putting the fish food picture (of another beta fish) up to the glass. If you know anything about Beta fish, you will know that if a male beta fish comes in contact with another beta fish they will fight each other to death. Seriously. So everytime I put the picture to the bowl, my beta fish (Bubbles 2 is his name) starts TRIPPING out and his gils flair (sp?) out and it's really cool. So, point of the story, my sister and I want to make a couple of trips to the pet store and start raising and fighting beta fish. Screw dog fights. And cock fights. It's all about beta fish fights.
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[17 May 2004|12:33pm] |
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Aww. I was watching the cooking channel and they had a quick tip on how to make paninis!!!!!!!!!!! It looked just like a Maple panini except they put a brick wrapped in foil on top of it to flatten the panini out...weird.
I pulled something in my back and it hurts like a mother fucker. I feel and smell like my grandma (aching and the ben gay of course).
My mom said I can't get dreads. I know deep down inside they think dreads are part of this subculture of nonconservatism, but they told me I can't get them because my grades were bad. LAMEE ASSES. It's cool though. So, it looks like dreads in the fall and as of now, a haircut for me.
In other news, my Soulseek was being God yesterday and now my computer is about to crash. Great. Downloaded way too much. I did get a chance to download some live Microphones, The Coachwhips, Moving Units, Handsome Boy Modeling School, and some other stuff. Thanks to all that has given me a heads up on some of those groups. They're all quite splendid. Now if you'll excuse me, I have leftover lasagna to eat.
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[12 May 2004|02:14pm] |
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My grades suuuucked.
Summer school now. Session 1 AND 2. :(
Possibly working at On the Border.
I could eat for half off and get free drinks (alcoholic drinks) if I get the job.
Soulseek is up and working. YESSSS.
I poured salt on a slug. It was fun.
Best Fwends new song is pretty.
My sister likes Air and Saint Etienne now!
I need to go back to sleep. PEACE
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[10 May 2004|06:49pm] |
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Jen told me to start updating more so I guess I am. Man, summer blooows. I mean, I love the free time and all, but isn't there such a thing as too much free time? I have slept over 15 hours in the past 2 days and I can't distinguish if that is because I've been lacking in the sleep department or boredom has urged me to take nap after nap. I would like to feel like I am advancing in this thing called life. I guess I'm saying I would like to be getting some sort of an education as of now. Maybe.
Today I went to my sister's friend Misty's house and smoked cigarettes while her dog fetched a ball in a pool. Fun. I watched the cooking channel all day and managed to whip up some garlic lemon chicken and a spinach salad for dinner. I should just quit UNT and go to culinary school since that is my true passion in life. hahaha. Ahhh my sister just went to smoke pot for the evening. Great. I have yet to see more than 3 people from high school (YESSSSS) and I'm not sure when I will call in and start working yet. I guess I'll go visit my boss tomorrow and get that all situated. Summer was so much better when you had no responsibilities and you could go swimming all day or at least 5 hours and play outside and drink kool aid till you passed out in the street and then when you were hit by a car in that street, you'd just jump right up and walk away because when you're young you have this mystical power of not feeling pain for longer than 5 seconds...and then after a day of play, coming inside to find that your mom has made your favorite-- "bad ass spaghetti" and is letting you go to Blockbuster to rent the Babysitter's Club movie and you would stay up till midnight watching that and then watch a couple of Baywatch episodes and then go to sleep on the den floor to awake at 4 and eventually go to your bed to sleep. Maaaan, that was the life my friend.
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[09 May 2004|10:48pm] |
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Ah this weekend was eventful/uneventful. Eventful because I had a good time and did a couple of things and was satisfied with the weekend...uneventful because in reality I went nowhere and met no one and all that jazz. Went to Waco today to see the old grandma. She's so cute. I can't believe she's almost 90. My dad's brothers are grand. Laid back people. Everytime I visit Waco, there's something inside that makes me want to live in a podunk town where everyone knows everyone's business. I think it would be cool to retire in that shit. I left my phone at J Ro's apt. last night. I hope no one has tried to contact me (which no one has so it works out). I listened to the Adventure Club for the first time tonight in a long time. Heard the new Magnetic Fields song and the new Ash. MF was good, Ash SUCKED. OK this post is fucking incredibly shitty. Good night.
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[03 May 2004|06:12pm] |
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In the library with Al and Caitlin. Failed Anthropology. FOR SURE this time. Ughhh what else...everything for the most part is out of my room. I am living off 3 shirts and 2 pairs of jeans for the rest of the week. And these shirts are my ugly 3 year old thrift store picks so no laughing. They all include some type of baseball team. The library sucks. It's crowded. I only have 5 cds to choose from (Seal, Oldie compilation, The Decemberists, Engine Down, and Sneaker Pimps)but I've been listening to these alllll weekend. Someone bring me a cd, a knife, lotion (guess guess?), or anything else that can alleviate this mundane habitat for a little while.
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[02 May 2004|10:19pm] |
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Here. In Celia's room. She's changing behind me and that's HAWT and she thinks I'm not looking but her lamp is reflecting shit. That is not true. So I wish I would have studied harder this weekend, but what else is new. I've been really tired lately. I awake late and I want to sleep immediately. Like, within an hour of my awake-ness. Ahhh. This week's almost over and Roy better have a phat blunt waiting for me on Friday. I will miss everyone this summer and I promise to make my rounds and fuck up your life for at least a day this summer.
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[23 Apr 2004|03:40am] |
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Someone is listening to Fuel in the other room. If I had a gun right now, I would use it...but not on me silly, on the tard in the other room.
Drunk as usual. About to go to my room (damn computer lab, it sucks YEAH) but I wish I was sleeping at Ceeya's. I miss you Ceeya. Thanks for calling and checking up on me tired ass this morning. Love you. RESUME TOMORROW...I hope.
So, yeah, I am finally realizing that school will be out soon. I want to keep in touch with all the bitchez I've fucked and the friends I have made. You are all very very crucial to my stability so stay sweet and interesting and we will resume the love in August. And when I say resume the love, I mean RESUME THE LOOOOOOOOVE. OHHHH I forgot to tell you guys! They are coming out with some BC that prevents HIV, stds, it's a lubricant, and a contraceptive all in one? Is that nice or is that nice? Wow so I guess the world does care about our gender...that's sweet. I'm drunk and this is one of the most random posts ever on the good ole' lj...sleep tight creatures.
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[20 Apr 2004|09:00am] |
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Slept in Celia's room last night. We had a good talk. I was completely rational and high at the same time and that makes me feel multi-talented. Came to Kerr and ate breakfast and read the paper and managed to feel like a drop out/grandfather. Squarepusher is tonight and I bet my life it will be sold out. What I would do to see Squarepusher...To see Squarepusher I'd suck face with the Brickhaus open mic host. How do you like that one Bianca?
I get my computer back today. SOOOOO happy about that. These computer labs are a germ haven. There's a kid in Kerr who has no arms (not making fun of him at all; I like to consider myself a better person than that), but I see him sometimes in the computer lab with his foot on the mouse. And it's not like someone is waiting for him to leave and come sanitize it. Ew. I'm going to wash my hands and go back to sleep now.
P.S. Can someone give me directions on how to take DentonTX off my list? I thought I did it last night, but I'm still seeing these crazy fuckers.
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What upz bitchez. I'm back. I'm going to start using my lj. SUCK MY DICK. DRINKING TIME!!!! <3
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[23 Jan 2004|09:43am] |
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I havn't updated in awhile. I honestly don't know what my body is functioning on. I went to bed at 6 and now I'm up around 10. Can you say major power nappage today? You better believe it. Got my drank' on last night and it was nice. Stonkey...yummm. This weekend apparently won't suck in Denton. I really like it up here. I walked in my room to find my roommate crying to her boyfriend on the phone telling him how much she hates Denton and how there are no parties and she wants to transfer. HAH! Poberecito. Maybe if she wasn't so biased and selective about who she got her drank' on with, she would realize that didn't is incredibly vast. Whatever. I pity her. Up and at 'em coach.
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[15 Jan 2004|09:38am] |
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I think it's really relevant that I am interested in every course that I take. This semester has already started to intrigue and provoke mental reform. I'm excited. Am I the only one that really likes to learn?
Even while doing my lame ass Algebra 1010 HW last night, I came to the realization of how much I do like Algebra. I used to love Math before I started to fall asleep in class and take shitty notes and fall completely and helplessly behind. Maybe I could become a math whiz...or maybe this is b/c it's the first week and I've paid attention thus far.
Anyways, I forgot how good Coldplay was. A bit overplayed and a tad excessively exhaulted, but they're first cd is really beautiful.
4 day weekend, what's the damn deal? In Dallas/Denton? Friends, Romans, countrymen, lend me your ears.
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[10 Jan 2004|09:36pm] |
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Had a 102 temp this morning. I want to throw up the Quiznos Chicken Cabanara or whatever I had today up. Don't feel good but I'm drinking anyway. I guess I really am hardcore. JK
4 cds today: 2 Saint Etienne, Ester Drang, Clinic See all you Denton sluts tomorrow.
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[07 Jan 2004|12:57pm] |
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Bought some dvds with Aims last night: Girl Interrupted, Ghost World, and Dark Days (it's a documentary on urban poverty in New York...looks good and the score is entirely DJ Shadow)
They were all about 30 bucks or so. The Anniversary Party was there for 16 but I hope I can find it a little cheaper somewhere else. I need to buy cds. I'm sick of burning. Nobody on Kazaa shares anymore in fear of the great RIAA. I've been downloading these Broadcast songs for a good 2 weeks now. I'm just going to buy the cds.
I just realized my favorite shirt is getting a hole under the arm. :- / I should start packing for Denton soon. I absolutely HATE PACKING, it is one of my least favorite things to do. That's why I barely unpacked when I got home in December.
Roy and Lauren came over last night. We just chillaxed, watched a bit of Scream, Roy read all my Rolling Stones. I talked to Jon last night and he informed me he will not be in Denton till Sunday! AH! I'm thinking about not going back till Sunday too. But we did promise to resume our "Adult Swim meets Beer" festival this Sunday. I can't wait. I have new glasses but I don't know when they'll be in. They're so sweet ass. I'm kind of skipping around in this entry but what else is new?
Today is Anna's 20th birthday. Tonight we celebrate. What a horrible age to be. 20. Hi, I'm 20. I can't drink yet. I've been smoking for 2 years, so, what's up?
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So I just asked the rents who they're voting for in 04 and they both said Bush. I told them I was probably voting Dean and they started to lecture me on the hear say they've heard about Dean and his inconsistent thoughts and such. I told them, "Anyone is better than Bush." My dad goes on to complain how the younger generation usually votes for the democratic candidate that's "way out there". I went on to complain about conservatism and everything that I could critique about the Dubya administration. I then said, "I'm sorry, maybe the reason I can't connect the with conservatives is because they tend to blend politics and religion." My mom and dad just gasped and told me how this country was founded with Christianity blah blah and how they have a right to incorporate it. I responded with how I thought that's a load of shit that they can make politics based on dominant religions beliefs. I just want to tell them I'm agnostic and so against fucking all of this biblical force but I know they'd flip and send me to some Christian Reform Center in like Iowa or something where I'd read the bible all day. Ugh, fuck it.
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[01 Jan 2004|03:04pm] |
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First of all, I'd like to wish all a Happy New Year. Resolutions: be more sincere and honest with everyone, resolve fluttering thoughts, minimize the drinking/swearing/smoking, watch more films, find more music, and maintain a healthy relationship with my family.
So last night was cool. I was a pedophile. Freeman brought her bro Jack and his friend Nick who just so happened to be super cute. They are in 10th grade. Hey Aims is a pedophile too. She made out with Jack and I was with Nick and then progressed to this guy Jules who just so happens to go to UNT and Aims moved on to this Kurt Cobain lookin' man. He's (Jules)cute as well, got his number. We had a lot to drink last night. Everyone brought a bottle of some sort, it was awesome. I proceeded to pass out in the backyard and the sprinklers came on. Perfect. My new jacket is FUCKED UP and my scarf was peed on last night so I was totally thrilled to wake up with highlighter and shoe polish all on my face and neck. Thanks Roy. I passed out for an hour or so but we eventually stayed up till 8am. Partied all night, somewhat. No drinking tonight, maybe tomorrow, but not tonight.
I work 4-10 but I'm off for the weekend. But in other news, Denton next week and Anna's 20th birthday. Ah shiiiiiit. And my mom is being Ms. Interior Decorator and doing While You Were Out stuff. But the house looks cool.
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[31 Dec 2003|02:05am] |
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I can't believe I work tomorrow. It has to be my most painful dedication of the year, but I will be there. I have the weekend off so, the sleep/drinks/drugs can all refuse and grow then.
We (Anna, Aims, and myself) went to Roy's tonight to plan for the party. We decided BYOB, no keg which is cool and fair in my opinion. Get in where you fit in. I'm splitting a Budweiser case with Anna and then throwing in for some Skyy vodka with Roy and Aims. I was going to just drink the mix drinks like the rest but, I want to keep the party rollin. And beer does just that. : )
I expect to get sooo shitty ditty tomorrow. Everytime I set high expectations of inebriation I end up getting really nausous and a migraine before I even start. I'm going to try not to think too much about it. I more than likely will get sick though. It happens way too often.
Who will my midnight kiss be? I'm betting Derek. We get drunk, we get extremely happy around each other and want to share everything. I've never been the one to care about who I slob on when the countdown goes down. I'll probably end up chugging a beer. Jon and I promised to call each other. I don't want to be one of those lame asses that calls everyone at 12:00:01 to wish them a Happy New Year, but I'm not going to lie. I just might be that girl.
By the way, since I havn't updated in a minute or so, I saw Better Luck Tomorrow yesterday. Killer soundtrack (Semiautomatic, Radio Vago, etc.) and killer camera angles. The storyline wasn't so outgoing but the filming was incredible. I decided I'm going to start writing notes of camera angles or scenes that would really be fulfilling in my screenplays. I think of them all day long. Well that is all, good night and Happy New Years to each and everyone of you freshmen bitchez.
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OKAY. Roy's house is so infamous. Bad things happen. Yes. They do. I want to apologize for my behavior last night. And if I would have known my make out session was being watched/critiqued the entire night I would have stopped. I have explanations that I don't want to explain. Inebriation does not even give justice to my performance last night.
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[25 Dec 2003|07:09pm] |
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MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY KWANZAA AND EVERYTHING UNDER THE MOON.
Christmas has been aiight so far. I worked 33 hours in the last 4 days so I didn't have time to buy anything anyone and Christmas is all about giving so next week when I get the phat check, some of you boys and girls will get something goood. Whether it be a 12 pk or some shoes, it will be gooood.
Last night was great. All the delinquents who were not spending time with their family on Christmas Eve like they're supposed to, were at Roy's drinking it up. Needless to say we all got fucked up, Kat took some great pictures, we had a really good religion discussion (best part, I enjoyed that), and hell, I was spending Christmas Eve with my buddies. I love my friends. I really do. They's the best friends money can buy.
G2G, my mom is breathing down my neck. Going to my sis's boyfriends parents Christmas party. Should be fun. I've decided I'm going to drink this year. Everyone else gets drunk but me just because I'm trying to be respectful. Fuck that. I'm a college student now and everybody knows they're drinkers...mom's going to have to suck it tonight. LATERZ
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My descent into insanity prevails more and more each day. I will be like the old women in the grocery store who persists they saw this item on sale or the price this way and make a huge scene and end up being wrong without apologizing for making the cashier cry or sending a sacker to hunt down all her misjudged items. I'll probably be grouchy and a rude hag to everyone. Even my offspring. Think of morse code conversations and then you can feel how I think in my head. Every beep is another thought and every beep that follows it is a dismissal of the first. I have so many unfinished thoughts in my head. I will never marry and around 65 I'll enter my first asylum.
This is what I am thinking right now. I think I'm just dreading going to work or either I'm the biggest fucking pessimist ever.
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